When i was Kid

When I was a kid
I never had anything in my mind
when I was a kid
I was not less then a blind
Whatever was shown
Was the only world for me
Whatever I understood
Was the only thing to understand for me
The sky was limited
So as my flight
The boundaries were many
And the fear of fight
But now
The skies are opened
And the boundaries are broken
Time has changed
And the same I am

I have tried to change
Tried to understand
But it felt difficult
Far beyond I can extend
I need someone to show
What’s there in my mind
I know am not a kid anymore
But still It feels like am a blind

I wanted a limitless sky
With someone to enlighten my eye
But I also wanted to be small
So I can fly for a long
I want to take a flight
Want to explore the world with my sight
But I don’t want to loose that hand
Who teaches me to be bold
Who shown me my dream land

I know that someone can revel
What’s there in my mind
So I can discover what is unseen
And still like to be a blind

Aasman

आसमान आज कुछ साफ़ नजर आता है
रोया बहुत है, फिर भी निराश नजर आता है

झलकी जो बूंदे कही, कभी आसू तो कभी पानी कहा हमने
न जाने इंसान एन लावाजो को क्यों नहीं समझ पता है

ले चले थे हम हथेली में, लकीरे एक सी
फिर भी दुनिया में कोई कही तो कोई कही बिखर जाता है

सिखा था हमने प्यार सबके दिल को जोड़ता है
तो फिर क्यों हर आशिक प्यार में टूटता नजर आता है

देखा किया हम बहुत ज़माने को
फिर भी हर रोज़ एक नया राग उभर आता है

Sometimes Just Sometimes

Sometime words aren't enough
To reveal how you feel
Sometimes this big world
Seems so small
Without her feel
Sometimes everyone around me
Disappear for a while
Sometimes i find myself
Dreaming between the lights

What is this?
Why this happens to me
Am I in the love?
Or am I a freak
So many things are around me
Why she is on my mind
So many people around me
But my eyes are searching life
Sometimes just sometimes
It happens with me

Sometimes I forget
The way I was on
Sometime i just loose
The way in my poem
Sometimes I don’t find the words
That rhyme
Sometimes I get confused
With my own written lines

Sometimes just sometimes
It happens with me

Wanderer

i am a wanderer
walking in the dark
road is long and broken
silence is a killer like a shark
trees seems like a ghost
and the sound is very sharp
am scared
still i am walking in the dark

Chorus:
dark got a lovely site
light sometimes
hide what's right
it sometimes
let you misunderstand
therefore i like dark
at least people
act the way they are

i am a wanderer
walking in the rain
my clothes are all wet
water gushes in my body like a drain
the wind is very high
i am feeling a bit refrain
am feverish
still i am walking in the rain

its a dark rainy day
still i am walking
walking in the dark

Chorus...

A thought

Just think
If life had only two colors
one black and other white
how will we look at the world
When there wont be any
Colorful site

Just think
If we had one face
with two color
one on left
and other one on right

I know
It might sound weird
But
that's how the world is
One coin with two side
You can call one black
and other side to be white

Just think
If we had one face
with two color
one on left
and other one on right

So is our perception
Sometimes negative
Sometimes right
Somebody is cruel
And Somebody is kind
If light has got neutral somewhere
then cruel can be black
and you can call kind to be white

Just think
If we had one face
with two color
one on left
and other one on right

Song

for you today
am writing something
for you today
i cried
i don't understand my feeling sometime
but for you am ready to die

I had a bad time with you
but was the best i had
i made you realize something
and i realized am too bad
i tried changing myself
But was confused what to change
am still the same i was
but i love you as always

for you today
am writing something
for you today
i cried
i don't understand my feeling sometime
but for you am ready to die

tried to make you smile sometimes
tried to share you pain
but i don't know why i messed up
when everything was so same
still searching for what it meant
still searching that name
who made me realize my own sense
Who gave me a feel of immense

for you today
am writing something
for you today
i cried
i don't understand my feeling sometime
but for you am ready to die