WoRdS

My Words
Words dripped apart
Words of life
Killed meaning of my heart
But Words
Still feel something
Rhymes like
A feel of nothing
Nothing
Like I doesn't even exist
I thought I had meaning
But I found out
Everything crushing
Everything falling by my side
Ripping every small start
Tangling with meaningless letters
Drooping my thoughts apart
But Words are Words
Meant to convey
Thoughts
With which you had a start.

You ll be here.....

Am loosing my mind
You ll be here tonight
Am still thinking
What to ask you this time
How to talk to you
And in what way
There were many things with me
But i think
I lost my mind today.

Here you are
In front of me for a while
You passed me by
I didn't even smile
I didn't even said hi to you
I don't know what am i doing
Like i don't know what to do
Like i am a new child to this holy world
Like i don't know how to speak
I think
I just lost my words too.

Don't know what you think of me
Don't know how you react
But believe me
Its my words that stuck inside
I wanted to say many things
I swear.

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It’s not about love
It’s not about that pain
In love
Neither it’s about the world
That you fall in
When you fall in love
Nor it’s about why to love
It’s all about how to love
How to love the one
Who made your love?

It’s not about
How much she loved you
It’s neither about
Did she even loved you
Nor it’s a game
Which you can loose
Not even a battle
In which you conquer the heart

It’s about the feeling
That made you feel now
It’s about the touch
That made you see how
It’s about the look
That gave you a feel of beloved
It’s all about those things
Which made you feel you in love?

So love
Not to be loved
But just for love
Coz love is a feeling
You don’t need any reason to be in love

My Mind....

With this fresh page
With some new lines
I'm trying to write
What's there in my mind.

What's there in my mind?
Are some jumbled words
Some unseen images
Some sentences undefined
But between this confused life
I have you
You
With a feeling of mine.

You aren't with me today
But still
I feel you in my dreams
You still keep me awake in night
I still talk to you when am alone
I still feel somebody with me,when i drive.

Kind of unusual person I am
But still I am writing today
To tell you
What's there in my mind??

Its Me...

Am short with the words
I don’t know how to write
I just put down some sentences
Which don’t know how
Came to my mind
Sometimes I feel deflected
Sometimes I write crap lines
But in the end
What I see
It’s a miracle
It’s a poem of mine
Some makes fun of it
Some seriously read my lines
Some say it’s a trash, A sour liquor
Some say it’s a delicious wine
But both are nice to hear
At least both makes human divine
One makes you feel terribly high
Another makes you feel like heaven's shrine

Things That i Wanted To Say

Things that i wanted to say to you;
There are so many reasons,
Why am in love with you.....................

I love your beautiful smile;
I love your silent walk, just for a while;
I love your calling me with idiotic names;
I love that keeping you awake till sunshine.

That crying of yours for sleeping in nights,
And me asking you not to sleep,
"Just say something for a while";
I love the way you use to say,
"Am sleeping, Goodnight anyway ".

I love those small treat of ours,
Buying small chocolates,
And mine licking it for hours;
Not sharing it with anybody,
And that saying of yours,
"Chocolate is not made to share it with somebody yaar".

And what to say about talks of ours,
Talking about same things many times,
But still seems like i heard it first time in hours.

I love that night i been out with you,
I thought i might had bored you,
And your asking me "Did i got bored with you";
Thinking about each other that night,
I felt like something special,
Like your are just mine.

That look of yours i never forgot,
Which made me feel special,
Made me feel,
That even you love me a lot........

But don't know why,
I never able to say this to you,
May be because,
I wanted you to choose me,
not me to ask "Do you love me too?";
May be because
I wanted you to love me,
The way i loved you......................

Find out yourself before you fall in love

Last night i was crying for what happened;
Last night i was down with fear;
Last night i remembered the life we had;
Last night i accepted that i lost you dear!!.......

I had a picture of yours;
Which says many things to me;
I had a message of yours;
Which says i am not like me;
I deleted all those;
And let you go;
Your things make me remember you;
And I'll love you much more..........

Just wanted you to be happy;
That was my last and first wish;
Just prayed ,even when you left;
That god shall give you bliss.........

I never knew, knowing yourself is so important;
I never knew, what i was;
I never knew why i fallen in love with you;
I never knew how it was..................